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Sunday, 20 September 2009
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ahhh! she replied ! :D
omg i cant believe it , audrey kitching actually replied my myspace message to her! ok i know , its a really short reply , but at least its better than nothing right !
ahh , i feel so happy now. i hope she replies the message i just sent out to her. omg after Dani's O's and my N's (hopefully i can take private o's so i finish same time as dani ^^\m/) we're gg to america tgt ! I hope i gt to meet audrey kitching. that would be the happiest moment of my life ever , ok it wouldnt be the only happy moment of my life if all my other wishes and dreams came true tho. but still , it would be one of those moments id never ever ever forget even after i die. gah , i wish i had all the confidence in the world , i would be able to carry off the style ive been wanting so much to display. ugh , ok i dont even think that made sense but whatever , im just happy. which is saying something bout my whole -#- problem. that whole -#- thing just brought me and my whole world crashing down , i was lower than rock bottom , if thats even possible. totally fell flat on my ass. and in the 2days i missed school , i was actually trying to get back on my feet , and it kinda worked. by thursday , i was kinda already getting there , but more problems just kept cropping up and totally knocked me off my feet all over again. it likes trying so hard to stay afloat in rough waters just to have another wave push you right back into the water. thank god i had danielle right by my side the entire time , ily dani scheidl (: and thanks to her im almost over the whole problem , which is EXTREMELY x10 good cuz i never thought it would happen ^^ -
i dont know why im still up
ive got 4 more days till eoys and the only thing ive been studying is bio. on top of that sad fact , is the fact that i still dont understand a single thing im studying. no joke. ive really got to get serious about this , i dont want what ever happened the last time to repeat itself again :/ the whole day tmr , im gonna have to study. Im planning to do math and bio , i'll probably leave chem for tuition.and inbetween studying for everything else i'll squeeze in poa , history and geog. I'm gonna have to do my st gabes (MAJOR UGH) , acs and geylang sec math practice papers , ontop of the 3 ultra thick bio practice papers. fml , kill me now. on top of that ive got to go to my aunts house tmr evening -waves red flag- save my soul plz. but im sneaking out to meet D aftr that ^^ happyhappyhappy. thank god theres no school on mon.
Anyway , i got a personalized Audrey Kitching notebook from thatskewl.livejournal.com , i think its awesomeness. Its really pretty and i feel happy whenever i look at it. Too bad they couldnt add sequins and jewels and stuff ):
They didnt use any of her more recent pictures but its fine.cuz i still love it.and i cant wait for 25th Sept , although exams would of already started by then , but my baby pink doc martens will finally arrive (: yayerz , cant wait ! ugh,i swear my father is a fucking retard.who wakes up at 4.55am walks out of their room then goes back to sleep!? irritating piece of shit.
Wednesday, 16 September 2009
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if we were fine before these people came into our lives , we'll be just as fine as we were then now that they've left it
you dani scheidl ! :)



